Sunday, December 17, 2006


Kabhi mujh se kuchh kaha nahi jata
Kya karen koi kam waqt par ho nahi pata.

Sochha tha subah bagon ki sair hogi
Kambakht neend ko taras hi nahi aata.

Taleem ki bat ho ya bat Noukari ki
Jahil hoon main theek se khana nahi aata.

Gayaki ke liye logon ne dhakela mujhe
Koi besura bhi mujhse achchha hai gata.

Khoobiyon ki to kami hi nahi mujh me
Jisne ne dekha use me nalayak nazar aata.

Abba ne har kam ke bad hai kaha mujhe
Tu meri aulad warna tujhe pagalkhane bhijwata.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Help me!!!

Our group, their group, they are using this technology why not we are? For their work you didn’t attend that meeting, you are biased not impartial. Why don’t you come at time (at 9.15 they said "baj gaye tumhare 9”), why are you wasting time with them? Why can’t we get Van, Mixer, Mike......
These all statements are easy to make but did they ever think that the person whom they are talking to is also at the same stage like them. He also has some restrictions and which situation is he working in. They always want everything according to their demand but they don’t know how difficult is that demand to fulfill; even they don’t want to understand.
They have their own life; they can go anywhere they want, whenever they want. But you can’t do anything without their permission. Is it possible to make everybody happy in our life? They are also my friends and when they wanted me to help at that I was free and I did that. And I think I am doing with my group with the same stamina even after physical problems.
But now I have to decide that should I help people or not. Will they never be willing to take help of anybody who commented on my co-operation?

Monday, December 11, 2006

Wo jise main janata hoon..

Samne uske khade ho jane se ek khayal dil ko jhakjhor gaya. kya yeh wahi insaan hai jiske liye maine apni zindagi ke pahle pal se saans lee hai? Ya phir yeh wo hai jise maine aaj hi dekha hai. Aankhen to meri aankhon ki tarah hi hai. Jism par nazar dali to wahi ikahara badan haddiyon par chamde ka khol. Mathe par gusse aur pareshani ki kuchh lakeeren. Dil ki dhadkan bhi saff mahsoos ho rahi thi aur honthon par kuchh lafz aise jinhe tanhai me kahna usne lazmi na samajha. Uske chehre se meri poori zindagi bayan ho rahi thi aur main sirf khada hokar dekh raha tha. Uska naam, uska pata, koum, mulk mujhe nahi pata. Maine jab apne walid se poochha tho unhone kaha tha “Bachchhe ise Aaina kahte hain.”

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Kisi ki baton me

Meri tanhai bhi itani kamzor thi
Main tujhe bhula na saka.

Ek lamha bhi tere sath bitaya hua
Muddaton bad bhi yadon se ja na saka.

Khwahishen jitni thee Arman jo the tere khatir
Unke ek royen ko bhi main pa na saka.

Kisi ki baton me ab wo Tabbasum nahi
Kisi ka thahaka bhi mujhe hansa na saka.

Khul kar kiye the jo wade maine tujhse
Wahi ek bat hai jo main nibha na saka.

Mousam-E-Ishq me jab pukara tha tune
Gam rahega ta-umr, waqt par main wahan ja na saka.
Tune diya hosla mujhe

Ahssas tera mere sath hai
Tu yahin to kahin aas pass hai.

Us waqt ko kya khoon jo bitaya tere sath
Us jagah ka kya kahna wo to jannat se bhi khass hai.

Zammane se bhi lad kar tham liya tune mujhe
Aaj bhi meri peshani par tera komal hath hai.

Zindagi na di tune magar jeena mujhe sikhla diya
Tune diya hosla mujhe tune diye jazbat hain.

Tujh bin main jaun kahan kisse milun
Tu hi to mera jahan tu meri kaynat hai.

Meri zindagi teri amanat rahegi hamesha
Khoon ka har ek katra MAA tera karzdar hai.

Friday, December 08, 2006

Tujhe khone ka khayal kafi hai rooh ki ravangi ke liye
Tere siva aur kya chahiye Mujhe deewangi ke liye.

Main duniya ke sare aansu le aaya hoon ankhen tar karne ko
Ab to tera hi dar aur tera hi shahar dikhta hai basar karne ko.

Log jo kaste the fikre kabhi tujh par
Tane mara karte hain wo ab mujh par.

Sans ka kya chalna aur kya dil ka dhadakna
Wo mera tujhe dekh kar bin sharab bahkna

Kiski thi bhool kiski khata yeh koun jane
Aise hi muhabbat kar baitha main tujhse anjane.

Rat ka chand bhi poochhata hai ab mujhse
Kya pyar kiya tha kabhi usne tujhse.

Tujhe mahsoos karta hoon main ab bhi
Un cheejo se jinhe chhua ta tune kabhi.

Pyar ka anjam waqi bahut bhala hai
Teri bheekh ki khatir koi intazar me aaj bhi khada hai

Monday, December 04, 2006

Aadami ka Khouf

One day when I was at my home alone a parcel was left at the door. I opened that and inside there was another box. Inside the second box there were puzzle pieces. I didn't think much of that and left that. Later that night when I was in bed and I heard noises outside my window. Scared, I decided to solve that strange puzzle to keep my mind off of the spooky noises. As I was putting that together I realized that the puzzle was of my bedroom scared and yet curious. I continued to solve the puzzle. Until I noticed that I was in the puzzle solving a puzzle and that there was a tall dark man outside my window holding a knife!! Totally freaked and dazed I looked slowly up at my window and there he was the man from the puzzle looking at me!! I screamed as loud as I could and ran into the lounge and tried to tell mum what had happened. She completely ignored something or me like I was invisible. That was when I realized she COULDN'T see me. Horrified I ran outside only to feel a sharp pain right in my back I turned expecting the man from the puzzle. As soon as our eyes met.........I woke up!

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Whome can we blame?

One more train accident in the black record of Railway Ministry. In Bhagalpur more than 35 were died and more than 200 were injured when one ancient ( 150 years old) over bridge fell on Hawara - Jamalpur express.
But did you ever think why doesnt it happen to houses of our respected ministers. Now our number one revenue generating sector is being as politics of Bihar.
Our White dressed gentelmen always said after the accidents " This happend due to human mistake and we have suspended three officers." But these "Men in White" are the actual accountable for these accidents. " Oh! what they can do either they can think about their party and state elections or their mistry."
From the year 1996 approximate 30 train accidents accured. In year 1996 four, 1997 three, 1998 five, 1999 three, 2001 three, 2002 one, 2003 seven, 2004 one, 2005 six and in year 2006 this is fifth rail accident. Chahe railway ministry chara eater ke pass ho ya Nitish cheater ke pass inki Bhookh to masoom janta ko apni jan aur mal se hi mitani padegi.
The railway officials are also responsible that they do not pay attention towards railway assets and do not submit the actual reports in which railway wants so much improvement.
Those people are responsible who seems like Indians but behave like any rival. They destroy public and railway property just for fun. Contractors are also in the same category
Who else is responsible. Yes we are because we didnt stop anyone who was destroying railway property and we happily agree to bribe TTE to get one seat. And most imporatant that we are the voters who are electing these people who are already accused of major cases.